This is a part of the #100DaysOfSummer project of The PR Girl Closet, and we are now on Day 21!
Day 21, 12:01 AM, Laguna, Philippines
The previous week was a week full of emotions. Well for starters, my week started with such a rush that I need to go pack my suitcases, book a flight back to Manila, say goodbye to my loved ones in Singapore and fly back to my hometown the next day. Yep, that all happened in one whole day. It was kind of devastating for me to go through all that dramatic stage once again in my life. Apparently, I had problems with my working visa (for the nth time) and couldn't extend my social visa any further so I had to go back home. As a highly optimistic person that I am, I always believe in keeping a positive outlook towards everything. You see, I encountered this problem not once but six times in the whole of my stay in Singapore but that didn't tear my brave soul apart and still, I continued my quest to fight for that covetable working visa to fulfill my dream.
But apparently, the world is not a wish-granting world (yeah I got that line from a book I just finished reading two days ago), and as much as it sucks, you can't get everything you want in this world. So to my dismay, I needed to go back home and give up the dream of establishing a whole new career overseas.
As I always mention in my post every Monday (since Monday is Instagram day for The PR Girl Closet), Instagram always serves as my online diary and its filtered images will always remind me of how my day/week/month went. Not that this week is any regular week for me to forget what the hell happened, but my Instagram feed is kind of sad and you can see in my posts that some are a bit emotional actually.
There's the return of Mr. Henderson in two of my posts (the third is his super adorable niece, little Olive) cause he has been such a huge part of my life when I was in Singapore and saying goodbye to him is just not an easy thing to do. He wasn't just a partner, he was and still is my best friend. Then I tried to cover it up with some posts on random fashion stuff which is pretty predictable.
So, being the highly optimistic person that I am, I am now feeling a lot better than last week. It's easy to recover from those events (or should I say tragedies) that happened to me but I know there's a reason behind everything and that me being back in the Philippines only means one thing - that there's a fantastic reason why this has happened and that reason is just so f***ing awesome that it will just about to unveil in a couple of weeks (or months, I don't know).
I'm sure that will happen. You will surely know if that happens soon though (cause I reveal almost everything in this blog that my relatives are way too updated of what's happening to me even if they don't ask me or anything)
Keep the heads (and dreams) up! And while you're at it, don't forget to follow me on Instagram.
Photos by me
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